Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Just plain happy

For some reason, I am quite happy.
I think it may even be the "4th day" but so far I am just feeling happy!


When I feel happy and my insides are bouncy, and I don't really know why, I just assume it's all God!:) I always love to either think or hear it said that God is the reason for all things joyful and fun. Satan would have us never be happy or joyful! I think it's weird when people think Christians are boring and live lives not having any fun - Christians can have the most fun because we know where joyfulness and fun come from! Satan doesn't WANT you to be happy!

James 1:17 ~ Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.

Or in my words at the moment, "Every happy and joyful thing has been sent by God, who loves to give us good things."


Not to say that you can't have fun doing drugs or something and say it's good because fun is from God. The... essence of fun is from God - how you do it is up to you. You can sin and have fun, but you know... well I guess I don't know, but it seems like it would be hard to just be happy like my kind of happy that you can't explain without having Jesus in you life.

Monday, March 30, 2009

My Favorite Psalm EVER!!!

Today the Bird woke me up early saying the peed the bed >:( So I cleaned everything up and did some Bibletime. My favorite Psalm was a good pick-me-up for a day starting a little crummily. I have the NIV, but I like it in NKJ better.


He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress;
My God, in Him I will trust.”
Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler
And from the perilous pestilence.
He shall cover you with His feathers,
And under His wings you shall take refuge;
His truth shall be your shield and buckler.
You shall not be afraid of the terror by night,
Nor of the arrow that flies by day,
Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness,
Nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday.
A thousand may fall at your side,
And ten thousand at your right hand;
But it shall not come near you.
Only with your eyes shall you look,
And see the reward of the wicked.
Because you have made the LORD, who is my refuge,
Even the Most High, your dwelling place,
No evil shall befall you,
Nor shall any plague come near your dwelling;
For He shall give His angels charge over you,
To keep you in all your ways.
In their hands they shall bear you up,
Lest you dash your foot against a stone.
You shall tread upon the lion and the cobra,
The young lion and the serpent you shall trample underfoot.
“Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him;
I will set him on high, because he has known My name.
He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble;
I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life I will satisfy him,
And show him My salvation.”


I hope your day DIDN'T start out like mine, but even if not, read this psalm over a couple of times and keep it with you! It is Monday after all.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Draw me

I don't like country music.

At all.

Never.

Or so I thought.

Our pastor played the Keith Green song, "Draw Me" today in the service, and even made himself late making a slideshow showing the lyrics. And boy am I glad he took the time because I don't like country music, but these lyrics are some of the greatest I've ever seen. We were talking about distractions in church, and about how ANYTHING is sin if it keeps you from where you should be with God. I've found myself just a little distracted lately this last week. Not really because of any one thing, and not a whole lot. Just a little, whispering, tricky slip of the guard. Today's message and lyrics helped snap me back to. So what are these lyrics?

"Draw me, oh, draw me, please draw me, my Jesus.

Into your presence, where I cannot lie.

My soul is so thirsty, I cannot endure it.

And if I can't get closer, I surely will die.

Take me, oh take me, please take me, my Jesus.

Quickly, before I forget that I'm lost.

For so many times, my mind has deceived me,

That I really don't have to carry the cross.

That I really don't have to carry the cross.

I just need to know how to pray.

My wicked desires block the way,

Sometimes I have grieved you away,

I don't want to do that today.

Help me, oh help me, please help me my Jesus.

Save me from sins that I thought were all gone.

Kill me with kindness, and break through my blindness.

I know till I'm dead, I can never live on.

I know till I'm dead, I can never live on.

I just need to know how to pray.

My wicked desires block the way,

Sometimes I have grieved you away,

I don't want to do that today.

Draw me, oh draw me, please draw me my Jesus."

Usually when I put lyrics on here I regret that I can't just let you listen to the song, but not this time! lol! I put the parts I want you to think about or that are really great in red, as I usually do.

Don't let your guard down today! Stay with it! Stay in it! Anything that keeps you from God's best is sin, no matter how good it is normally.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

How many times do YOU deserve to be stoned?

In Leviticus, two men got in a fight. One of the men, in the heat of his anger, blasphemed God; so they put him in custody until God told Moses what to do with him. God said, "Take the blasphemer outside the camp. All those who heard him are to lay their hands on his head and the entire assembly is to stone him. Say to the Israelites: 'If anyone curses his God, he will be held responsible; anyone who blasphemes the name of the LORD must be put to death. The entire assembly must stone him.' "
So Moses told the Israelites, and they all stoned the blasphemer.
This passage brought to mind the scene in TIME CHANGER where the guy from the past hears the name of God blasphemed in a movie. He runs out saying, "Stop the movie!" and generally freaking out. Point is, nowadays most people don't think twice about using the name of God in vain or anything of the like. But it is one of the commandments that we NOT do that. And we just saw what happened to this guy.
Have you blasphemed God?
How about in your heart?
How many times do YOU deserve to be stoned?

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Faith in the Inheritance Cycle


Christopher Paolini, the homeschooled author of the famed Inheritance Trilogy (ERAGON, ELDEST, and BRISINGR) would be a lame and cliche author if it weren't for his side plots. Um... wait, let me rephrase that - Christopher Paolini IS a lame and cliche author, but his descriptions are good and his side plots save him from the depths of horrendousness. Now that we all are understood on this fact, let us move along.


One of these excellent side plots is a common theme that has appeared in each of the books he has written so far, having to do with religion. If you'll remember in the first book, Eragon's uncle Garrow is killed by the bad guys that wanted Eragon. (CLICHE in all caps!!!! Just like every Luke Skywalker and Spiderman out there!!! Moving on...) Eragon is heartbroken and yeels, "What god would do this? Show yourself!" It made me raise a brow, hoping that Paolini would continue with this. But in the first book, nary. So I shrugged and washed my hands of stupid young fantasy writers until the second book, where it continued Eragon's questions about whose gods were real and what gods even were and what religion was truth. I again got excited, and the conversation between Eragon and his Elvish teacher ran thus:


Eragon - “Where do you think the world came from, then, if it wasn’t created by the gods?”
Oromis - “Which gods, Eragon?”
“Your gods, the dwarf gods, our gods… someone must have created it.”


Oromis raised an eyebrow. “I would not necessarily agree with you. But be as that may, I cannot prove that gods do not exist. Nor can I prove that the world and everything in it was not created by an entity or entities in the distant past. But I can tell you that in the millennia we elves have studied nature, we have never witnessed an instance where the rules that govern the world have been broken. That is, we have never seen a miracle. Many events have defied our ability to explain, but we are convinced that we failed because we are still woefully ignorant about the universe and not because a deity altered the workings of nature."
...
“We [the elves] give credence only to that which we can prove exists. Since we cannot find evidence that gods, miracles, and other supernatural things are real, we do not trouble ourselves about them. If that were to change, if Helzvog [the dwarf god] were to reveal himself to us, then we would accept the new information and revise our position.”
Eragon - “It seems a cold world without something… more.”
“On the contrary,” said Oromis, “it is a better world. A place where we are responsible for our own actions, where we can be kind to one another because we want to and because it is the right thing to do instead of being frightened into behaving by the threat of divine punishment…"

WHAT??? For the first time in my life, I threw a book to the corner of the couch, not caring or seeing how it landed. Much of the rest of the book followed along the same lines as this conversation. I named ELDEST a horrid book, and figured Paolini's hint at talent from the first book had now been utterly ruined by this next, finer-written book with an awful message.


So in ELDEST we see that Elves are atheist. But I got my hands on the newest book, BRISNGR, again thinking he was done with the religious subject (I mean give me a break, they only discuss it in a couple sentences per book!). But I'll give Paolini this - if he brings up a little side smidgen, he sticks it. Last night I read about a Dwarf woman who had just lost her son, Kvistor, when he was defending Eragon. She goes in and kneels before the statues of the Dwarf gods. Here is the excerpt:


For several minutes, Glumra sang, and then she fell silent and continued to gaze at the figurines, and as she gazed, the lines of her grief-ravaged face softened, and where before Eragon had perceived only anger, distress, and hopelessness, her countenance assumed an air of calm acceptance, of peacefulness, and of sublime transcendence. A soft glow seemed to emanate from her features. So complete was Glumra's transformation, Eragon almost did not recognize her.
She said, "Tonight Kvistor will dine in Morgothal's hall. That I know. I wish I might break bread with him, along with mine husband, Bauden, but it is not mine time to sleep in the catacombs of Tronjheim, and Morgothal refuses entry to his hall to those who quicken their arrival. But in time, our family shall be reunited, including all of our ancestors since Guntera created the world from darkness. That I know."
Eragon knelt next to her, and in a hoarse voice, he asked, "How do you know this?"
"I know because it is so. How could it be otherwise? Since the world could not have created itself any more than a sword or a helm might, and since the only beings with the wherewithal to forge the earth and the heavens into shape are those with divine power, it is to the gods we must look for our answers. Them I trust to ensure the rightness of the world, and by mine trust, I free myself of the burdens of mine flesh."
She spoke with such conviction, Eragon felt a sudden desire to share in her belief. He longed to toss aside his doubts and fears and to know that, however horrible the world might seem at times, life was not mere confusion. He wished to know for certain that who he was would not end if a sword should shear off his head and that one day he would meet again with Brom, Garrow, and everyone else he had cared for and lost. A desperate yearning for hope and comfort filled him, confused him, left him unsteady upon the face of the earth.
And yet.
Part of himself held back and would not allow him to commit to the dwarf gods and bind his identity and his sense of well-being to something he did not understand.
Besides the fact that the Dwarves have multiple gods and put a lot of stock in statues and the like, Glumra's statement of faith (especially the part in red) reminded me a lot of Christianity. I think it is a great quote that states what we Christians believe. We know because it is so!
I do wonder which way Eragon will go in the final book. I don't know about the state of Paolini's faith, but now I think I trust him to finish this thread off.
Why did I write all that? Mostly for you Christian Inheritance fans who needed to see this written down somewhere. And for the rest of you, if you take anything from this, take the quote in red.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Dry Bones

In Ezekiel 37, God led Ezekiel to a valley of dry human bones. They'd been there a long time, but God asked Ezekiel, "Son of man, can these bones live?"
He replied, "O Sovereign LORD, you alone know."
God then told him to prophecy to the bones and say, "'Dry bones, hear the word of the LORD! This is what the Sovereign LORD says to these bones: I will make breath enter you, and you will come to life. I will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you and cover you with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to life. Then you will know that I am the LORD."
Ezekiel did so and it says there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together, bone to bone. Tendons and flesh appeared on them and skin covered them, but there was no breath in them. They were now bodies instead of bones, but still dead things.
Then God said, "Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to it, 'This is what the Sovereign LORD says: Come from the four winds, O breath, and breathe into these slain, that they may live.' " So Ezekiel prophesied, and breath came into the bodies. They came to life and stood up on their feet. And they weren't just random people - they were a vast army!


Now what was the point of this somewhat creepy event? God afterward said to Ezekiel, "These bones are the whole house of Israel. They say, 'Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.' Therefore prophesy and say to them: 'This is what the Sovereign LORD says: O my people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them... Then you, my people, will know that I am the LORD, when I open your graves and bring you up from them. I will put my Spirit in you and you will live... Then you will know that I the LORD have spoken, and I have done it, declares the LORD.' "


How often do you feel like a pile of dry bones? Your hope is long gone and you're just lying there, figuring that God's done with you. You're in the grave of your own making. God says he will bring you out from your grave and put his Spirit in you - then you cannot fail. He can bring you to life again and you will be a warrior!

Monday, March 23, 2009

By His Spirit

Saturday Night Service. Is it just me, or are those three little words riddled in uncertainty, worries, and excitement? I may have mentioned that we are starting this up at my church, and we have a small team that is working to head this thing up. There are a lot of unknowns and a lot of things that we need that we don't have.

But in yesterday's morning service, our pastor talked about projects that we start and don't finish. Everybody has them. Sometimes they are dropped for good reasons, but most of the time we don't finish them because we are intimidated, discouraged, in need of the resources, we lose interest, etc even if we are excited to begin with. The passage was in Zechariah (curious huh?) in which Zechariah and Zerubbabel (nice name) are building the temple of the LORD. Zechariah had a strange vision in chapter 4 that I'm not going to put down here right now, but you can go look it up. The point and interpretation of the vision was thus:


"This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: 'Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,' says the LORD Almighty.
"What are you, O mighty mountain? Before Zerubbabel you will become level ground. Then he will bring out the capstone to shouts of 'God bless it! God bless it!' "
Then the word of the LORD came to me: "The hands of Zerubbabel have laid the foundation of this temple; his hands will also complete it. Then you will know that the LORD Almighty has sent me to you.


That means that no matter how hard we try to finish and accomplish something, it is nothing if the Spirit of the LORD is not in it. And no obstacle can stand in the way if the Spirit wills you to finish through Him! This was great to hear. God, bless the Saturday Night Service and give it success. I'll miss our church being tiny, but I'm sure I'll love it large as well:)
Oh, and we started worship with a video that really set the tone for the rest of worship time. Pastor Les pulled a couple of fast ones on us and we got brave and sang MIGHTY TO SAVE without practicing first! Church went long, but nobody cared. We were all in the Spirit.
But now what on earth will next Sunday's sermon be about??? We're done with the Spirit series, so nobody will know what to do with themselves!:P


Thursday, March 19, 2009

Exile

Today I read in II Kings. I had been noticing that just about every king of Israel was evil, and I was waiting for another good one who didn't offer sacrifices to Baal and all that. But the little title over chapter 17 read, "Hoshea Last King of Israel". And guess what? He was bad too. So since the Israelites had rejected him for years and continued doing all these detestable things, God sent the Assyrians to attack Israel and they took Samaria captive. There is a long explanation if you will about why these things took place. Read 2 Kings 17:7-23. You can sense God's sorrow that his people didn't listen to him. You can tell he didn't want to remove them from his presence. Even after the exile, the Samaritans did the same things as before, so God sent lions among them. It was reported to the king of Assyria, "The people you deported and resettled in the towns of Samaria do not know what the God of that country requires. He has sent lions among them, which are killing them off, because the people do not know what he requires." They had been away from God for so long they forgot all about his commandments! One of the priests of the LORD came to them and taught them how to serve God again, but it says, "Nevertheless, each national group made its own gods in the several towns where they settled, and set them up in the shrines the people of Samaria had made at the high places... They worshiped the LORD, but they also appointed all sorts of their own people to officiate for them as priests in the shrines at the high places. They worshiped the LORD, but they also served their own gods in accordance with the customs of the nations from which they had been brought." They served two masters. They worshipped the LORD, and whatever else they wanted. God says later that this is a bad thing! And how often do we do it today? We serve God, but whatever else we want can also be our god.


But wait! Judah is still out there and they have a new, good king! Hezekiah removed the high places and smashed the idols and all that! Hooray!
But Assyria is coming to take them too. Sennacherib came and shouted threats and said that God told him to come and take Judah into captivity. But that made God angry, and he put many of Sennacherib's soldiers to death. Not an arrow was shot into Jerusalem. Because Judah came back to God, he saved them. God's not mean for punishing those who disobey him - he is quick to forgive and see the best in us!
Everybody should read 2 Kings 17-19 today. It is a great example of God's willingness to forgive us and see our hearts.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Concert!!!


Last night I went with Pam, Jen, and Rommel to the Bread of Stone/VOTA/Decemberadio/newsboys concert!!! We took our seats in the balcony and got ready for da show! Bread of Stone was up first, and they were pretty great! My reputation will be ruined if you listen to their stuff on iTunes, but they were TONS better live!!!!!! They were one of the loudest bands with lotsa guitar and hot drumming! So when they get a LIVE cd, buy that one:) But check them out and see what you think!




THEN.... VOTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They were amazing!!!! They sang Alright, Hard to Believe, Honestly, and Free to Fail - basically all the songs I had hoped they would sing!!! I was so excited!!! You can download a special album of theirs for free at http://www.peoplescitymission.com/ As Rommel pointed out, we could've gone home right then and I would've been satisfied, but Decemberadio was up next!!! They sang a couple new songs, Everlasting God (pleasant surprise) and even some hymns! They set the focus for some great worship time coming up after the intermission when... MICHAEL TAIT comes up as the new lead singer for newsboys!!! I knew he would be doing this, but I wasn't expecting it so soon! The crowd went nuts (like newsboys was the main attraction of the night or something:P) and the newsboys were magnificent!!!!!!!!!!! Michael Tait did a great job, and since he's Michael Tait, they sang Colored People and In the Light!!!! Since I still call DC Talk one of my favorite bands, I was insanely happy. As the Newsboys they sang their good ones like I am Free, Breakfast, Something Beautiful, Shine, and the like. They did some worship time with Blessed Be the Name and I think Amazing Grace and some other great ones that made everyone praise God. It was really amazing - worshiping God with a zillion other people I didn't even know!
After the show was over we rushed down to try to get to VOTA first. Failed miserably, but I worked my way through the free download crowd to say hey and get them to sign the little poster I made. I had earlier made an "I heart VOTA" shirt that I was wearing and they said, "No way!" "You made yourself a shirt?" "It's our first fan!":P They signed my poster and made some video of me with their phone! Then when we found our camera holder we went back and they signed my shirt and we got a picture!!! I'm still in estcasy:) Actually the lead singer didn't just SIGNATURE the shirt, he actually wrote his nickname (Bry) with a little smiley face, as I discovered later:D

Didn't take long to get a picture with Decemberadio either:D They were real nice and complimented my little homemade poster while signing:)

It was a superfun night! Thank you to Pam and Jen and Rommel for taking me and thank you to God for inventing concerts, since they are the awesomest things in the world!!!:D


Me with VOTA (Supercool!!!!!!!!)


Me with Decemberadio (Cool!!!)

Monday, March 16, 2009

Why I don't like the "What This World Needs" song

Yesterday the Casting Crowns song, What This World Needs song came up. Dad said he liked it, and I said I really didn't. But I never really thought a whole lot about why I didn't like it - the message of it always made me feel skeptical, but now that I actually SAID I didn't like it I thought about exactly why.


Firstly, here are the lyrics:
What this world needs
Is not another one hit wonder with an axe to grind
Another two bit politician peddling lies
Another three ring circus society
What this world needs
Is not another sign waving super saint that's better than you
Another ear pleasing candy man afraid of the truth
Another prophet in an Armani suit
What this world needs is a Savior who will rescue
A Spirit who will lead
A Father who will love them in their time of need
A Savior who will rescue
A Spirit who will lead
A Father who will love
That's what this world needs
What this world needs
Is for us to care more about the inside than the outside
Have we become so blind that we can't see
God's gotta change her heart before He changes her shirt
What this world needs
Is for us to stop hiding behind our relevance
Blending in so well that people can't see the difference
And it's the difference that sets the world free...
"People aren't confused by the gospel
they're confused by us.
Jesus is the only way to God, but we are not the only way to Jesus.
This world doesn't need my tie, my hoodie, my denomination, or my translation of the Bible. They just need Jesus.
We can be passionate about what we believe, but we can't strap ourselves to the Gospel,
because we are slowing it down.
Jesus is going to save the world,
but maybe the best thing we can do is just get out of the way. "
Jesus is our Savior, that's what this world needs
Father's arms around you, that's what this world needs
That's what this world needs


The parts not in italics are the actual song, and I think it's really good. Lyrics are great, tune is great, all that jazz. The part in italics is where people are talking, and it's the part I have a problem with. Here are my notes on it in RED.


"People aren't confused by the gospel
they're confused by us. THAT is totally right when we Christians are blending in. How do they know we're different? How are we supposed to be different?
Jesus is the only way to God, but we are not the only way to Jesus. True, but according to the Bible, we are an important way. We are the watchmen! Over and over we are told to witness and preach the gospel.
This world doesn't need my tie, my hoodie, my denomination, or my translation of the Bible. They just need Jesus. This sounds like a bash on outreach attempts to me.
We can be passionate about what we believe, but we can't strap ourselves to the Gospel,
because we are slowing it down.
Jesus is going to save the world,
but maybe the best thing we can do is just get out of the way. " But if we're getting out of the way, how are we being passionate about anything? God never told any of his disciples to "get out of his way" except when Peter spoke Satanic nonsense about escaping the cross and the like. Rather, he rebuked them when a man took his demon possessed son to his disciples to be healed and they did not. "How long shall I be with you?" His disciples were supposed to be his helpers! They weren't hindrances, or in Jesus's way, or kept Jesus from doing his good work. Of course they messed up at times just like we do, but Jesus never told them to leave or just get out of the way so he could do his own work. We all know Christians have a hard enough time standing out and being holy and sharing their faith, and I think it's better to be too zealous than to have a "just get out of the way" mentality.


Now I can see where this song is trying to go. And yes, if we strap ourselves to the Gospel like "you've gotta go through me to get to Jesus! Check out MY denomination! MY translation! Me, me, me!" that is totally bad. But if your heart is not that way when you share and give out hoodies or whatever that is very much a good thing! The song itself talks about "Blending in so well that people can't see the difference, and it's the difference that sets the world free". If the reason we're different will set the world free, why shouldn't we be excited and tell about it - with ties and hoodies if that is how you're so led? If your heart is in it to obey God and help people, you're not in God's way, you're helping in his work - that's our job. If we are God's disciples, we are his workmen and workmen don't just "get out of the way" of what needs to be done.


Now I'm not saying there AREN'T times when you need to get out of people's faces. But in this day and age, that isn't our problem. Our problem is that we don't do anything to share Christ with others. The dialogue in that song doesn't encourage anyone to witness or reach out, it makes their efforts look foolish. It's true that a Jesus tie won't save somebody, but it makes it look unnecessary and selfish that you'd give one to somebody at all. Reaching out is good and we don't do it enough!


This song addresses a problem that Christians rarely have. That's why I don't like it. Or rather, the song promotes that we do outreaches and share and have pure hearts and stand out, then they throw that dialogue in there to contradict it all. Whatever you do, don't get out of the way unless God tells you to!
Get in the game!

Friday, March 13, 2009

How did THIS happen?

I came to a realization the day before yesterday. Don't know what prompted it, but there it was in my face. This was the realization... I wouldn't want to move back to Arkansas. I want to go back on visits and things, but I don't want to pack it all up and move back to stay. I realized that I know just as many people here as I do there! My new people accepted me into their group and love me as much as my Arkanesian people do. My church here is the best ever! I have a whole new world here of college, fencing, church, babysitting, keyboard playing, and sweet all-age friends!


This may not seem amazing news, but I'm still chewing on it. It's weird... how if I moved back now I'd miss everyone here! I still miss everyone there a lot, but I have new people now. Not sure what to think about it for sure.


But you know what? For some reason I think God's happy about it.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Pretty Psalms

Today I read in Psalms! It was especially beautimous this time, and a lot of the passages got me hooked like when you're reading a scary novel. I found the BETTER IS ONE DAY song...


"How lovely is your dwelling place,
O LORD Almighty!
My soul yearns, even faints,
for the courts of the LORD;
my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God...
Better is one day in your courts
than a thousand elsewhere."
~Psalm 84:1-2,10


Also here are the pretty passage that hooked me (with my notes in red)...

"Blessed are those whose strength is in you,
who have set their hearts on pilgrimage. (This part made me think of the journey in Pilgrim's Progress, which is so much like what Christians do today. I should read that again...)
As they pass through the Valley of Baca,
they make it a place of springs; the autumn rains also cover it with pools. (Wherever we go the bluebirds sing, and the flowers bloom and the grass gets green... We brought the welcome mat - wherever we go, that's where the party's at:P)
They go from strength to strength, till each appears before God in Zion." (Strength to strength - think about what that means. It may seem like we find new weaknesses in ourselves all the time, but God helps us with them and makes us stronger! We go from strength to strength! God's followers do not stay in weakness!)

"I will listen to what God the LORD will say;
he promises peace to his people, his saints—
but let them not return to folly."

No turning back! Don't return to folly!


And since we're on a roll with lovely truth, here's the bridge to the song I'm listening to right now...

Let the light escape from this hole inside my soul
When I start to break then grace begins to flow
Let the light escape from this lonely place inside my soul

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Do I know 365 people?

"The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective."


A righteous girl's prayer I assume is the same:) I don't remember to pray for others nearly as often as I should. But I want to remember people in general prayer, and of course I want other people to remember to randomly pray for me! So here is my solutionful idea: I'm going to get one of those little pocket calendars (or whatever they're called) and write the names of people I know on each day of the month every month. I want to do someone different every day, but probably each family member will have a monthly pray-day. And I'll probably have a "look up a random name in the phonebook" pray-day, and I'll leave a few days blank to fill in with people I have just met. That will probably, as a side note, help me remember names and faces of people I meet. And you know, praying for people you don't know/don't know very well really helps take the focus off ME, ME, ME. Like try praying for one of those bikers that you drive by for half a second. Mom says she always prays for people with crummy cars:P
So, what do you think? I'm looking forward to it! I think it's going to be a lot of fun. But since I don't have one yet, I'm going to go look up a random name in the phonebook. Just a minute... ok, the name is John Grinstead. So today, let us say a quick prayer that John Grinstead will have a great day and that God will help him with whatever problem he may have at this time. After all... God knows John Grinstead, right?

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Be Still

Be Still and Know ~ Steven Curtis Chapman


Be still and know that he is God
Be still and know that he is holy
Be still oh restless soul of mine
Bow before the prince of peace
Let the noise and clamor cease

Be still and know that he is God
Be still and know that he is faithful
Consider all that he has done
Stand in awe and be amazed
And know that he will never change
Be still

Be still and know that he is God
Be still and know that he is God
Be still and know that he is God
Be still
Be speechless

Be still and know that he is God
Be still and know he is our father
Come rest your head upon his breast
Listen to the rhythm of
His unfailing heart of love
Beating for his little ones
Calling each of us to come
Be still
Be still


Today, whatever you're doing, just take some time to either read these lyrics or listen to the song, and actually LISTEN. Listen and visualize, and try to apply it to your day.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Why didn't I know that?

Turns out, Enoch wrote a book! You know - the guy that walked with God until God took him up to heaven? It didn't make the cut into the Bible, but I found this out because I was doing some research on the Nephilim. There was a verse right before the flood story starts that goes...

"The Nephilim were on the earth in those days—and also afterward—when the sons of God went to the daughters of men and had children by them. They were the heroes of old, men of renown."


"And also afterward"? AFTER the flood? Obviously so, because Moses's spies saw them in Canaan, and we all know about Goliath. "So how did THEY survive?" I'm thinking.


Apparently Enoch knows quite a bit about them. And the spirit realm in general from what I understand. I'm going to get his book at the library, but I saw a blurb that says that God allowed some of the Nephilim to remain on the earth as spirits to tempt men into wrongdoing. It made me make a Homsar-esque "Nyaa-aa-aaa-aaaaAAH!" noise in creep-outedness.


So, I am going to read up on these guys because I find it quite curious. And if I can figure something out, perhaps I could express it in a story! That's the best way:)

Monday, March 2, 2009

Bummy

Lately I've been bummed about... stuff.
There are the little bummy things, like I ordered my fencing mask early last week and I need it tonight and it STILL isn't here.
The writing field is always more iffy than our economy, and can be quite an annoying realm.
I'm thinking a lot about a new Saturday night service we're starting up at our church, and there are so many particulars, so many things we need, so many things we don't have, so many things to get, so many people to get approval from, not enough money, and the overwhelming problem that nobody shows up at all.
There's things I want to start spending money on soon and I don't have money.
There's stuff I'm not good at that needs getting good at.
There's always things about myself that need fixing, and some things that some find annoying can't be helped.
Stuff like that.


But I read in Philippians 3 & 4 today, and we all know the verses that talk about forgetting what is behind and pushing ahead to win the prize. I noticed those verses don't sound at all like Paul was bummed or worried about maybe NOT winning, or how to jump over that log in front. He's thinking about the prize, and when you're thinking about the prize, you're thinking about a good thing, and you're excited about it. Then just a little bit later it says "Rejoice in the LORD always" and "Do not be anxious about anything, but present your requests to God". Well, there are a lot of requests to make, but for some reason I don't think they are possible, so I guess that's why I get bummed. For most of the things I'm bummed about listed above, "the prize" requires divine intervention. So I'm presenting the requests all right, but the waiting for the divine intervention is the bummable part. It's like, "We've done stuff like this before, and WE definitely can't do it." God's the one that's got to do it, and I guess I'm thinking it's on the bottom of his to-do list. Hard to see or think about all the good things when God's yet to do them.